- I was exactly 24 weeks pregnant and completely healthy. So I thought.
- It was my last day of work, thinking it was only because my sciatica was too bad to sit, not because of what was to come.
- A routine ultrasound told us my cervix was dangerously short and I would require a cerclage.
- My life changed. I had no idea of the magnitude of that change.
Today though, I don't feel so positive. A year ago today marked the start of the most difficult months of my life.
If you want to read about it as it actually happened, check it out here.
I was still in complete blissful ignorance! Working away, coming home, reading my maternity books (that never mention prematurity), picking out names, etc. However, the next week was to start a grueling set of all day meetings at work. Exhausting and I had a VERY difficult time sitting. I squirmed and squirmed in my chair to try and get feeling in my butt. I think I even went to my massage therapist this week to have her massage it. Lucky her LOL!
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Sending love and many, many hugs your way. I know all too well how hard these terrorversaries are--even when there are some beautiful babies at the end of it all.
ReplyDeleteBe kind to yourself and know that you are not alone. Hugs.
Hang in there sweetheart.
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